X marks the spot.

This little piece of paper is my sanity right now. "If I can make it through today, I can test tomorrow."  Then I play the game again the next day.  Every day past the first starred day is one that the test will be that much more accurate.  For my doctor I HAVE to test … Continue reading X marks the spot.


Timing is everything.

This is one bit of conventional wisdom that isn't a lie. I've fucked myself, royally, I'm afraid and while I wait for phone calls to help me (or not)... all I can do is expel my anxiety by writing. There's a checklist of things that have to be done for a "Therapeutic Donor Insemination".  We … Continue reading Timing is everything.