I've been trying so hard, honestly, to be "good" these days since the IUI. Honestly, it's getting harder and harder to keep on even keel and go through the days like a normal person. I hibernated all weekend. On the good side, I was able to keep anxiety largely at bay, and I didn't actually … Continue reading Mishmash jibber jabber.
It's been growing all weekend; this ball of anxiety and sadness that won't be named. I can't find the source. When I can't find the source, there is no treatment for it. When you have a tooth ache, you either give it antibiotics, fill the hole, extract the root, or pull the tooth. I can't … Continue reading I have… issues.
I've heard of nursing homes for the elderly and infirm called "God's Waiting Room." I feel like I'm there now, in God's Waiting Room. My cat is still here, she's having a good few days... I love when she cuddles voluntarily. But, I'm waiting for God's moment when S/He says it's time for Lily to … Continue reading Time is ticking.
It's the circle of life And it moves us all Through despair and hope Through faith and love Till we find our place On the path unwinding In the circle The circle of life © There is irony at work in my life these days. Heartache to come. And I'm not above using this shitty turn … Continue reading Que the music.
WordPress is happily telling me that it's been nine days since I last blogged. It's been a relatively quiet couple of weeks, busy getting ready for a vacation week and then taking that time. Our couples counselor suggested we "live in the moment" while doing the hurry up and wait dance with tests and doctor … Continue reading Reality check in.